I was given the perfect framework in meditation which I wrote about in the last post. Combined with my food list from Raphael, I'm golden as far as weight goes, and this framework helps me tone and strengthen my body along with giving me time for my fiction writing and my soul work... it's everything I asked for, but I couldn't get myself to do it. In fact, I got a bit manic and obsessive every time I even thought about doing it.
I've been given great structure for this challenge, exactly what I asked for, but when it came to putting it in action, I was running from it.
One of the most important traits to develop if you are serious about spiritual growth and change in your life, is self awareness and honesty. You have to know who you are and understand your own tells, then you follow those leads to your breakthrough.
I felt it in my body that something was up. I felt off energetically. I was functioning, doing a lot of non-fiction writing, but I was avoiding
